As my mind drifts apart I search for that word called faith
I know not what sets me apart what brought me to this state
I look for that genuine smile, that a person could give me
I look for that pat that someone would give me
As I start yet again, all the efforts seem repeated
I look for something fresh and new, but I feel so defeated
I search , I search I search for that small bit of faith
I look , I look I look some more, but I found myself in this state
As I begin yet again to write, I wonder what it is that I have to say
I grope for words, and form some lines, but my mind is still at sway.
I promise myself n’er would I ask for that little bit of faith
I tried so hard, but I did not succeed, I am still in this confused state
I give instructions, I repeat my wish, I express my desire to my family
I hesitantly look behind as I have this feeling, I could be really silly,
I now swim through the tide of life, in search of that faith
But I came back to the shore of life, I still am in this confused state….
Would you have the solution to my quest for that little word called faith?
For that genuine smile, which n’er had any prejudice , which n’er made you wait..
Quest for that unknown happiness, which my heart is now yearning for so much
For now I am here, I want to be there, where I now see , the genuine happiness touch……